Thursday, January 22, 2009

Right now I am feeling really crappy. Something that I have wanted so bad is now seeming that it will no longer be. It is breaking my heart.

Last night I had a dream that I was looking into the clouds and they were full of flames. The flames were so large that they were flaring up towards the ground.

This is what dream dictionary says of my dream:

"Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolize destruction, passions, desire, illumination, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering your life. Your thoughts and views are changing. In particular, if the fire is under control or contained in one area, then it is a metaphor of your own internal fore and inner transformation. It also represents your drive and motivation."

"To see fluffy, white clouds in your dream, signify inner peace, spiritual harmony and compassion. An issue in your waking life may be clearing up. To see dark or story clouds in your dream, symbolize depression or anger. It indicates an impending eruption of emotions. Alternatively, it represents a lack of wisdom or confusion in some situation. Thus the dream may be a metaphor for your "clouded" way of thinking.

All of that is very interesting. I guess that I just didn't expect this and I am still in shock. I guess I just need to learn that this is out of my control and I need to let it be.... even though I don't want to.

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